musicandpoetry

I dont need a nice person, I need a hard person who can drive me over with the car, who can push me down, beat me black and blue until I understand, he's the boss, not I.. What am I? Just an innocent girl who wants it hard, crazy and rough.. I need a crazy life, just to feel alive..

 

I've lived a crazy life, why going to a warm and soft one now? I've had bad words spoken to me, in an unkind way, I've been beaten down to my knees, but I still stand high enough on my feet.. Nothing can make me or break me, maybe not even change me.. I've been showed how it should be, and I'm not sure my mind can change now, it's been a to long time with these thought, they are stuck like a tatto on my mind, I don't think a couple of few months with you, can change how I'm acting.. Preheps I'm wrong, deep down inside my brain I know I'm wrong, but I don't see you do anything to change my acting, threaten me won't change that, I'm to sure about myself to know I can stand alone without anyone to lay on.!

But in the end, I don't wanna lose you, you're the key to me, you're the one person who unlocked me, to trying to find me again..

 

I love you, I do, more than I thought I could love anyone on this universe.. It's crazy, cause I'm not that person who give herself in that kind of way to another man..

You got me, you unlocked me, I dont' know what you did, but it was magic..